i'm courtney.
utah/nc/illinois



"there's a point where you make that decision to do it and there's no going back. after that it's just total focus, tunnel vision. boom. you light the wick and you go."

12/15/2012; I'll always love you Aleks, rest in peace.

find me on ns: courtneyyy

Today would have been Aleks’ 23rd birthday.

The ache is less now, but it’s still there. Dull, in my chest, ready to burst forward at any given moment. Today we should have celebrated another year of his life, the first three months at his new job. Instead, we celebrate his life, but it also reminds us that that life was ripped away so suddenly and much too soon. I miss him so much. Happy birthday, Aleks.

6 notes - reblog

thereisaworldinsideofme:

Aw man
dulcetdecember:

Chile-fried butternut squash tacos with mango pineapple salsa
And If I’m not the best then you’re stuck  | via Tumblr on @weheartit.com - http://whrt.it/12l1X9u
by Gray Hamner

Anonymous asked: I want to go to Kevin's dads glassblowing place in VT.

^_^ It looks pretty cool! I actually just think glassblowing in general is awesome, when I was little I had this weird obsession with it haha.

0 notes - reblog

shit-skiers-do:

Torin Yater-Wallace 
swim-d0pe:

I was so close to him omfg
"Morning is my favorite time of day. It’s like everything’s starting out fresh and new. I begin to get sad around noontime, and I hate it when the sun goes down. I live with those same feelings day after day."
Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via durianquotes)

(via sexcake)

2093 notes reblog

florescha:

✰
purebeachboho:

transparent - don’t change the source or click thru ©
more here 
emmajayneart:

Daughter - Youth
credit