i'm courtney.
park city, ut/washington, dc



"there's a point where you make that decision to do it and there's no going back. after that it's just total focus, tunnel vision. boom. you light the wick and you go."

12/15/2012; I'll always love you Aleks, rest in peace.

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"How come you don’t want me now? Why don’t you want to wait this out? How come you always lead me on, never take my call, hear me out? Why don’t you wanna win me now? Tell me why you couldn’t try and keep me here."
Tegan and Sara, How Come You Don’t Want Me

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I’m so mad that I never got to say goodbye
And I all can do is sit here and wonder why
You were taken from my life
And as I count down seconds till I see you again
I’ve got our memories in my head
And I just can’t seem to understand

Promise of Redemption - How Fast

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Now what would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I’ll never have a chance.

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"No matter what I say I’m not over you."
Gavin Degraw

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"And I’ve heard you said one time that I never even fucking cross your mind. And I guess I’ll act like that’s fine, but you should know you cross mine all the time."
Citizen, Tracking Time

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These are the moments I wish I could forget you.

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I don’t want to take a chance on your paper romance, anyway.

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"Instead of taking life for granted I feel lucky to be alive, good how I’ll feel inside. And from now on we’re taking big strides."
Rebelution

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Please don’t say we’re done when I’m not finished. 
I could give so much more, make you feel like never before.
Welcome, they said, welcome to the floor.

It’s been awhile and you’ve found better.
But I’ve been waiting too long to give this up.
The more I see, I understand.
But sometimes, I still need you. 


— The xx

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And it’s that sinking feeling of being alone. And it’s the way it makes you screech and pulls the skin off your bones.

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"Have you seen my hands? Just look at ‘em shake. And the song just keeps on repeating, drop the needle again. And I dance with your ghost, oh, but that ain’t the way… I can’t move on and I can’t stay the same."
The Gaslight Anthem, “45”

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I miss all the little things. I never thought that they’d mean everything to me.

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When the time is right
I’ll leave this place tonight
Just leave everything behind
It’s time to face my life

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